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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
at tis crtical stage .. i'm still here .. i dunno y .. but somehow .. my mind is not focus on studyin .. i guess deres much more to it den study to me now .. as each day passes ... my comtemplation of being retained increaes .. many around mi hvae affected mi .. y .. y is my life like tis ? i cant even hvae a day to study myself ... at tis period .. i'm still finsihin wr ... hiax ..
the expectations are high .. y didnt i just go poly ... and all these stress will nv occur ... y didnt i just do badly and hvae less expectataions to shoulder .. i dunno .. its miserable .. dun they noe deres tings more den studying .. arghh ... fuck the system ... screw all ...
tis is not me at all .. i hvae to try to find the real mi .. someone tts hiding deep inside the whole time .. i'm just afraid ... the way react in sch and outside is diff .. y? .. must i adapt to my surrounding ? .. i dun noE ... nothin cool now .. 4 more days ... to the casket .. heck ... gd bye ...